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What Am I Doing Here

from Into A Prism by David Rovics

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I spend a little more than half of an average year away from home, making a living, and hopefully having a positive impact on the world in some small way in the process. Sometimes I wonder why I bother, though, especially since I had a kid a few years ago, who I don't get to see enough. This was distinctly how I was feeling after a dismal gig in Dublin, Ireland, which featured the most depressing combination of characteristics – the sound system didn't work properly, there was almost no audience, and it didn't pay!

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I'm sitting on this stool, I can hear the punters talk
I'm looking out the window and I think that I might walk
The monitors don't work, and even if they would
I could turn up the volume but it wouldn't do any good
What am I doing here, I can hear the voices say
Five thousand miles away from home

There's a man in front of me, he is very drunk
He might have been a sailor once but now his ship is sunk
There are nineteen other people, some of them are looking at me
I should sing another song now but I'd really rather flee
What am I doing here at this gig that doesn't pay
Five thousand miles away from home

The last bus is at eleven, I hear someone complain
Half of them get up and walk out in the rain
The only woman in the room is filling up a jar
Looking at the clock as she stands behind the bar
What am I doing here, instead of where you lay
Five thousand miles away from home

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from Into A Prism, released July 2, 2013

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David Rovics Portland, Oregon

Singer/songwriter, writer, podcaster (on Spotify, Substack & Patreon), anarchist, dad, lover of life.

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